Positively Positive!

I haven’t posted in FOREVER… Not sure exactly why, I guess I needed to focus more internally for a while. Life has been busy, schedule has been kind of up and down all summer. My routine has been off and it has been a challenge for me.

Lots of really positive changes have been happening for me. I’ve been working on being positive and have seen tremendous changes. Right now, I’m feeling really good about life and that has allowed for many blessings to come into my life.

I’ve found a very special man, who thinks I’m just as special! He is a police officer and a marine. He is also a Gemini of all things… We’ve been seeing each other for three weeks. This relationship is so completely different from every other one I’ve ever been in! At first, his Gemini ways was very off putting. But at the time, I didn’t realize he was a Gemini and then the”duh moment” of realizing this is what I asked for!!!!

I asked for a relationship where my partner was not clingy and dependant upon me. It was the highest priority on my list that I have my time (AND INDEPENDANCE) and I don’t get passive aggressive bs for it! But yet, when I got that I was totally freaked out because I did not realize that I got what I asked for! I thought he was being a jerk. LOL…

But he is so not a jerk! It is taking some getting used to, there are issues, but we actually communicate and talk. We are honest with each other. We talk about what is going on in our lives and we are real with each other.

Yes, it isn’t perfect and neither of us are exactly normal, but it’s working and I don’t believe in perfect or normal anyway `;~) It is taking everything I have to not jump in with both feet!

The second major change in my life is that for the very first time, I’m moving because I want to move and I’m moving into a nicer place that *fits* me better. It isn’t the cheapest place, but that is okay. I am past the “I have to find the cheapest place I can that I can move into RIGHT NOW!”

I just randomly mentioned to a friend that I was thinking about moving and to keep their eyes and ears open for me. Lo’ and behold, my friend says they have a place that may be available soon. Her in-laws own property and their other son lived there until he got sick and had to move in with his parents.. The apartment has just been sitting there for years…

My friend talked her in-laws and viola! I’m in… It is an awesome apartment. A one bedroom PLUS loft with cathedral ceilings and built-in-book shelving all the way to the ceiling.

I am a bit sad that I will not have any yardage or balcony, but I never used them at my current place. On the plus, I will not have to go to the laundry mat anymore!! YAY!!!

I also recieved permission to start my second degree training around Litha. I’m currently deeply fascinated by the current book I am reading, The Secret Teachings of Plants: The Intelligence of the Heart in the Direct Perception of Nature by Stephen Harrod Buhner. It is mind bending in some ways and will be one of my must read books `~)

So all in all, life is very positive right now…


Dancing in the Rain!!!

I posted on my facebook the other day that when your heart and mind are right, things come together as they should… Well, the stars must have aligned perfectly for me cause this has been an amazing week for me!

I had just begun to put out feelers for a new place to live as that gypsy wander lust had begun to enfuse my spirit. I had outgrown my current living arrangement and the lessons I needed to learn here had been learned enough that it is time for me to move on.

I’ve learned that not letting go once the lesson is learned is like driving in reverse with no brakes. Crazy stupid things start happening…. Yeah, can we just say… Car… meet Horse….

So with this in mind, I mention to some friends that I am looking for a place and lo’ and behold, they had one! It is right above the store that I am going to be teaching at this fall and selling my products!

It is an awesome apartment and for once, I’m able to get an apartment I WANT rather than having to settle for what I can afford or move into quickly! It is the most amazing feeling to be able to do that. Yes, it will be a bit tight, but nothing I can’t handle with better budgeting. It also has a washer dryer combo that will save me money too! No more laundry mat!! YAY

This is an amazing apartment with cathedral ceilings and a bookshelf system that goes all the way to the ceiling. It has one bedroom AND a loft. It does not have a yard or balcony, but that is okay. I haven’t used the huge yard I have now and I never sit out on the patio. I’m getting better at keeping indoor plants. My aloe is pretty happy and growing well. My ivy is stable -not really thriving, but still doing pretty well. So I’m hoping to do some indoor plants. Keep some herbs at least.

I’ll be using the loft as my creative studio plus room for the kids. Finally have room for all my work! I can’t tell you how exciting that is. My current place is not conducive to creativity. I can manage to get done things I have to get done, but it is hard to feel creative.


This must be weird dream week for me! I usually don’t remember my dreams, but for some reason, I remembered my dreams 2 nights in a row… Very Odd…

Tuesday night I dreamed that I was Pink’s boyfriend! She was practicing for a show or concert at some outside venue. After she was done practicing, she wanted me to help her with geometry homework… Then she started picking at her big toes. Her right big toe was disgusting, split right down the center and just nasty.. I didn’t do much of anything other than observe and listen to what she did/said. Kind of like a patsy…

Last night I dreamed that I worked in a perfumery. I don’t know what I did there, but I was working with a specialist of some kind that worked for a different company. At some point we were having a conversation and as I headed into the ladies room, he followed me in. We continued to talk about benefits and insurance and compare them between our companies. I think he was trying to recruit me for his company. This specialist reminded me of Mathew McConaughy with that kind of charisma and personality.